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Kontradiktornost? Duga riječ.
O njoj razmišljati mogu već, jer
previše je učestala u svemu
čini mi se da me obuzela cijelu.

Ona je snaga, poriv, čelična volja
želja da bude svojstveno svoja
vjerna sebi u odnosu na stvarnost
koja je više nego utisak, pojavnost.

Promatranje svega da više strana
gdje su argumenti poput brana
koje zaustavljaju rijeke poraza
spašavaju bolje od čuvanja obraza.

Ona je sila prepuna iznenađenja
taktičnih kontri punih veselja
jer gađa u metu bez ranjavanja
puna brižnosti, ne pukog staranja.

Promjena koja diktira pravce
od prijatelja čini iskrene znance
potapa kriterije poput brodoloma
vidi priliku usred svakog sloma.

Jer sve što se slama i raspada
dolazi od prihvaćanja i napada
iako se buniš i svojski odbijaš
držiš distancu i prividno ignoriraš.

Ali u tebi sve buja, oživljava, rudi
sve se sponatno mijenja i budi
vojuje protiv stečenih iskustava
tih izgrađenih osobnih sustava.

Koje diktiraju buduće korake
čine čak revolucionarne pomake
koji stvaraju zbiljske novake
veličanstvene i nove odmake.

S ljubavlju, Željka.

Autor: Željka Šabić

Contradiction? A long word.
I can already think about it, because
it is too frequent in everything
it seems to have taken over me completely.

It is a force, an urge, an iron will
the desire to be inherently oneself
true to oneself in relation to reality
which is more than an impression, an appearance.

Observing everything from multiple sides
where arguments are like dams
that stop the rivers of defeat
save better than saving face.

It is a force full of surprises
of tactical counterattacks full of joy
because it hits the target without wounding
full of care, not just concern.

Change that dictates directions
makes friends into sincere acquaintances
sinks criteria like shipwreck
sees an opportunity in the midst of every breakdown.

Because everything that breaks and falls apart
comes from acceptance and attack
even though you protest and refuse outright
keep your distance and seemingly ignore it.

But in you everything flourishes, revives, mines
everything spontaneously changes and awakens
it wages war against the acquired experiences
of those built personal systems.

Which dictate future steps
make even revolutionary shifts
that create real novices
magnificent and new advances.

With love, Željka.

Author: Željka Šabić